wait til it’s too late?
and… dont trust me and dont ask for my help until its too late. try to think what i would do.  the ultimate insult, like killing for sport.

dont think i can do anything and make up excuses. they are all good ones.

confuse the issue til all fades to blahhhhhck.

.when a freind dies it is the ultimate abandonment like standing you up everywhere. they gave you hope and memories only to not follow through or keep their appt. with the living.